Once I had colors, once I had light.
Thought I'd found love then saw it fade away.
In my dream, there was a tent, the stairs. The room full of people
And the drugs.
I woke up and you were still here, your hand under my neck. You lean to say goodbye and fell on top of me. Held me close, our breathing the same.
We've lost each other. I've lost you. I wonder if you'll have the strength to not look back that day.
I am going to be staring beyond you.
But I do know you love me.