Elephant

This has got to die
This has got to stop
This has got to lie down
With someone else on top
You can keep me pinned
It's easier to tease
But you can't paint an elephant
Quite as good as she
And she may cry like a baby
And she may drive me Crazy
'Cause I am lately lonely
So why'd you have to lie?
I take it I'm your crutch
The pillow in your pillow case
Is easier to touch
And when you think you've sinned
Do you fall upon your knees?
Or do you sit within your picture?
Do you still forget the breeze?
And she may rise, if I sing you down
And she may wisely cling to the ground
Cause I am lately horny
So why would she take me horny?
What's the point of this song?
Or even singing?
You've already gone, why am I clinging?
Well I could throw it out, and I could live without
And I could do it all for you
I could be strong
Tell me if you want me to lie
'Cause this has got to die
This has got to stop
This has got to lie down, down
With someone else on top
You can both keep me pinned
'Cause it's easier to tease
But you can't make me happy
Quite as good as me
Well you know that's a lie

Damien Rice

He liked elephants.
I also like elephants.
Good luck they are.
But that is not the point. At least in this particular song.
So bleed. Bleed.
Because life makes you bleed. As well as love.
What´s the relation between life and love?
And I´ve sinned and lied and I know.

and this has to stop.

don´t be shy

Don't be shy Just let your feelings roll on by
Don't wear fear Or nobody will no you're there
Just lift your head And let your feelings out instead
And don't be shy Just let your feelings roll on by On by
You know love Is better than a song
Love is where All of us belong
So don't be shy
Just let your feelings roll on by
And don't wear fear Or nobody will know you're there
You're there, you're there
So don't be shy Just let your feelings roll on by
And don't wear fear Or no one will know you're there
You know love is better than a song
Love is where All of us belong
Belong

cat stevens.
the year is coming to an end and here we are.
all of us in this strange falling apart space amidst the chaos of the day.

a whole new soundtrack for this scary sad sarcastic musical in which we live in. New songs, new friends.
Others have gone from starring to special guests and others where simply just taken out of circulation.
But, the fat lady hasn´t sang yet.
So don´t get too excited about the credits.

no hope

Where once was lightNow darkness fallsWhere once was loveLove is no moreDon't say goodbyeDon't say I didn't tryThese tears we cryAre falling rainFor all the lies you told usThe hurt, the blame!And we will weep to be so aloneWe are lostWe can never go homeSo in the endI'll be what I will beNo loyal friendWas ever there for meNow we say goodbyeWe say you didn't tryThese tears you cryHave come too lateTake back the liesThe hurt, the blame!And you will weepWhen you face the end aloneYou are lostYou can never go homeYou are lost You can never go home

gollum´s song. for the split personality of all the ones living inside of me.
merry x-mas!

I know it´s gonna happen someday

Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around

Come loose your dogs upon me
And let your hair hang down
You are a little mystery to me
Every time you come around

We talk about it all night long
We define our moral ground
But when I crawl into your arms
Everything comes tumbling down

Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around

Your face has fallen sad now
For you know the time is nigh
When I must remove your wings
And you, you must try to fly

Come sail your ships around me
And burn your bridges down
We make a little history, baby
Every time you come around

Come loose your dogs upon me
And let your hair hang down
You are a little mystery to me
Every time you come around

you are coming down.

The ship song. Nick cave and the Bad Seeds

Must be the season (good grief, it´s the end of the year)
but since it seems i´ll stay giving birth to Fobos and Demos a.k.a. chaos and destruction, my two precious girls, why not a little bit of healthy hopeful darkness courtesy of Mr. Cave (hold your breath you girls).

I still don´t know if I will departure for the foggy heights in the middle of the jungle, but, actually, I am not doing that bad.

Day by day, kiddo. You just need to ease things a little bit day by day.
And maybe, (just maybe, probably not, after all, this is reality) one day you´ll be there to see the sunrise.

And i´ll be alive for another day.