Naked body dumped in a corner

I want to believe this is a world where we can be happy. I want to believe such world exists. I need to believe that what lays at the core of our hearts it's possible. I am waiting for a sign that tells me we are going to be fine. That this painful struggle, all the miles walked, all the blood shed, were just a small step on a longer run.

I need to wake up with you by my side. To have you hold me in your arms. To feel again your body next to mine. Because I've discovered I am me, and me alone I'm fine, but it's only with you that I am alive.

Come out of the house that has no doors or light, let's abandon those dark corners, let's walk hand by hand, along the river, with Milla by our side. Let's chase northern lights, build a farm, travel to the distant shores. Let's live a long fulfilling life, together, away from the obscure killer that hides inside of me, away from pain and regrets, let's just take it one day at a time.

Oh I do believe
I see the sunset and sunrise. All my senses tingling, alert. I do perceive beauty.
But I am still pain.

Music for the high on diesel...

Lying in my bed, I think of you
That song goes through my head, the one we both knew
In each line lies another line full of sacred sound
But you're outside where the companies dream and the money goes round

Lying in my bed.
Watching my mistakes,
I listen to the band they said that it could be the 2 of us

The snow might fall and write the lines on the silent page
But you're outside making permanent love to the nuclear age
Two silhouettes by the cash machine make a lovers dance
It's a tango for the lonely wives of the business class

Lying in my bed
Watching my mistakes
I listen to the band
Lying in my bed
With nothing much to say so I listen to the man
Lyrics www.allthelyrics.com/lyrics/suede/
He said that it could be the 2 of us

I heard you call from across the city through the stereo sound
And so I crawled there sickeningly pretty as the money went round

Lying in my head watching my mistakes
I listen to the band
And the drums beat in my head
Pianos chime the sound in this prison of the house
And as the illness comes again can you hear me through the rain
As I listen to the band?
As I sing the silent song
Mime each lonely word
Please listen to the man he said that it could be the 2 of us

Alone but not lonely, you and me
Alone but loaded.........
suede

Because I don't fit in my body anymore,
and the streets look like an empty canvas impossible to fill.
No sun comes through the window, gray skies above us, haunting us,
a little breeze hits my face, making it ache.
Love and nothing remains, pain has conquer all,
beautiful week that lies ahead, where are you?

Once I had colors, once I had light.
Thought I'd found love then saw it fade away.
In my dream, there was a tent, the stairs. The room full of people
And the drugs.
I woke up and you were still here, your hand under my neck. You lean to say goodbye and fell on top of me. Held me close, our breathing the same.
We've lost each other. I've lost you. I wonder if you'll have the strength to not look back that day.
I am going to be staring beyond you.
But I do know you love me.

Sunday babies

Beautiful baby

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...


I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine

Dark spring

Slowly, dancing, beauty escapes us, reaches us for just one second, impossible to catch.
but it is there.

Mortigi Tempo

Summer in NY...
I´m back at the big apple!
My trip was as cool as this:

01. Reckoner
02. 15 Step
03. The National Anthem
04. Kid A
05. All I Need
06. Nude
07. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
08. Where I End And You Begin
09. The Gloaming
10. Faust Arp
11. No Surprises
12. Jigsaw Falling Into Place
13. The Bends
14. Bangers and Mash
15. Everything In Its Right Place
16. Exit Music (For A Film)
17. Bodysnatchers

Encore 1
18. Pyramid Song
19. Videotape (False start. Thom, “I meant to do that.”)
20. Airbag (Thom dedicates to Kings of Leon. “If we were that good looking we’d be famous.”)
21. Fake Plastic Trees
22. There There

Encore 2
23. House of Cards
24. Planet Telex
25. Idioteque

living high fidelity

And so I´m back,
this is the summary of my trip

1. Night of the lotus eaters
2. Dig, Lazarus, Dig !!!
3. Tupelo
4. Today's lesson
5. Red right hand
6. I let love in
7. Midnight man
8. The Mercy Seat
9. Deanna
10. Get ready for love
11. Moonland
12. Ship song
13. We call upon the author
14. Weeping song
15. Papa won't leave you Henry
16. More news from nowhere

17. Into my arms
18. Hold on to yourself
19. Hard on for love
20. Lovely Creature
21. Stagger Lee

01. 15 Step
02. Bodysnatchers “Ca va jonny ?”
03. All I Need
04. Airbag “Take it nice and easy up the front now. Don’t squash anyone”
"Merci. Il fait très chaud"
05. Nude “Merci. Cool beans. Fucking hell man !”
06. Pyramid Song
07. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
08. The Gloaming
09. Dollars And Cents
10. Faust Arp
11. Videotape
"This is from Kid A"
12. Optimistic
13. Just "Take it easy"
14. Reckoner "Ca va ?"
15. Everything In Its Right Place
16. Fake Plastic Trees
17. Jigsaw Falling Into Place

Encore1 :
18. House of Cards
19. There there
20. Bangers’n Mash "You can get this song on the Internet"
21. The National Anthem
22. How To Disappear Completely "merci tout le monde"

Encore2 :
“You might know this song only if you’re on the internet. This is a new song. Une nouvelle chanson !”
23. Super Collider
Vous êtes prets ?
24. You And Whose Army ?
25. Karma Police “I would like to thank very much and dedicate this song to Bat for Lashes.”
26. Idioteque

Colin White

A woman playing the cello

Long distance idea

Reichenbach

At least in my imagination it is.

The first and the last

I´ve seen things you people would´t believe