I'm sorry I'm failing you. But I just can't go on. I am taking every step I can to make sure you'll have a good life when I'm gone.
I'm sorry I'm such a piece of shit. I'm sorry I've been weak. I'm sorry I will not keep my promise of staying with you.
But You'll be safe and better without me. I will honor my word and make sure you have a good place to live. And you will be loved. Love you baby girl.